I know, there is a world, which I have traveled, that have a life so much more difficult than I. As these are probably the two most important things to you, it will most likely, be a very difficult decisionвfollow your heart and the spirit.
But the idea of marrying my husband felt right from almost the get-go and, my patriarchal blessing made so much more sense.
Honestly, the thing that makes me the craziest is the missionaries.
I think it might be worth trying.